Monday, April 13, 2009

What am I passionate about???

I am passionate about being a mother and a wife. I could not image life with out these and would understand why anyone would not want these long term. I do like a break and even complain for one at times, but overall I would be lost without this traditional role. I am passsionate about school. I cam back to school because it has been something that I have allways wished that I would have done beefore I had started the family. I want my own place in the world and I want to choose that place. I am not sure exactly where that place is, but I know it will be with children or people of some sort. I am passionate about my work, I do believe that if you go to work you should do your job and do what you are getting paid for. I cant say that everyday i love to work at my current job, but I supppose it is something I must enjoy more often than nt or I would not be there. I sometimes think I would want another job and have shared with others about how I would like to find another job, but then I stay and allways say that I am comfortable and love the residents. I am passionate about too many things right now in m y life I think I am spread too thin in too many directions and hope that this will change as soon as school gets done. I do like the school but I can not afford to not work and would not really know who I was with out a job, considering I have worked since I was 14 years old. That means I have been in the work force for over 15 years, and when I say that I know that I am passionate about getting this schooling.. becausee after 15 years of hard work I have not a whole lot to show for it. You would think that by saying because I have workedc for 15 years I would have had a jump start on others, but most of the time and money has been spent on wants and needs for the time, not a whole lot for my future. So that leads to I am passionate about my future. i wanna know that some day after another 30 years of work I can and will retire. I wanna know that I can comfortably sit back without the worries of how the bread will be put on the table or where it is I will live. I would hate to think that my children will have tht burden. I have not put alot of thought into what I am passsionate about, but mostly it sounds like security. I want to be secure in my life, but also be free enough to enjoy what it is that I am doing and watch my children grow.

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