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Sometimes I think I am just writing othing in here because I am blank. I am not sure what to write about. I could write about going on my bike ride today through Springfield..we went and looked at &300,000 plus homes today.. some were more in the &600,000 range. I enjoy doing this, I often wonder silly things..other than the fact that I love the arcitecture that they can afford to do. Some of the entry ways are breath taking. I also wonder how come they just dont grow their grass? trees or other shrubs...why is everything so perfectly planted? It almost looks fake..silly thought yes I know. I could also write about me and the boys ball game, I think me and my son tanner got a pretty good game while we played soccer, but we lost miserbly in baseball tonight. I could write about what I am going to do tomarrow at work, but it is pretty nuch the same thing, over and over...breakfast, showers, lunch, showers vitals and argueing..argueing..argueing.. Then I could just write about what I wish I had... I wish i had a small but spacy little home in the country, not too far out that I am completely secluded, but far enough that I can have all the privacy I want and go into my own backyard and not have neighbors looking, wanting to visit or kids coming over to play. I wish that I had a horse..this is something I am pretty sure that I want, I would like to try. I love horses the bueaty within them and the strenth on the outside. I also love the smell. I wish I could afford to go to school to be a spycologist. wouldnt that be the greatest..for me anyhow. I wish that I could take some time off in my life right now and just be here at my home..doing household chores and maybe plant a garden..flower garden. I also could write about all the dissapiontment and mistakes in my life...wich would be pages and pages and entry after entry long..lol. I could also write about jesus and why i think he gives us the pleasure s and trials he gives us in life... I believe it all is chioce..freedom of chioce, but weach chiocew will ultimitely build character and make a very crucial impact in the end. I once had a person ask me why jesus does bad things to people if he is so great...First I dont believe jesus does all those things, I think the devil and humans do more than enough. no one else has to create any problems. I also thinks he gives good people trials and great falls in their life to build character and possibly even test character. I dont think he does anyhting out of cruelness...even the trials are ment to better us not bury us in self pity or sorrow as it may seem at the moment. I could write about my favorite colors and cars, and clothes and all thoise things...my favorite color is pink?or blue depending on the item. I could write about how depressing the news is to american people. I dont watch tv so I had not heard any for a very long time untill I caught a glimpse of some of the lastest news on the radio the other day about a man shooting people in the church and the murder of a husband and wife during a burglary, and dont forget how we are all going to starve to death if the economy gets any worse and we dont spend and save wisely..Thats why i dont really listen. I think the news is so depressing and scary..it frightens me. I know bad things happen, believe me I do, but I dont want it pounded in my head daily about the rapes and killings and people starving and sueing one another... not for me. Well this is about it on the topic Blank.